What I saw
At dusk, the flower women are a diptych:
tree-framed, skin aglow in the flame of an oil-
lamp. They sit apart from the rushing city;
fingers deft, over a thread,
weaving a cosmos of their own: pale orange
roses, each a risen moon,scatterings of jasmine stars.
I try to read the look in the dark
limpid eyes, that meet mine for an instant –
Is there joy, or pain, or weariness
from all the toil? The light dims:
eyelids drop quickly, long-lashed
Love’s ways
Mostly, the memory of that journey is in fragments
bits of roads, rivers, blank skies
There was also desire, a capillary tide below skin,
inexorable: carrying us deeper and deeper through
dappled paths, tangled with history. Often we lost
our way , but were monuments enough, for the other
And it ceased to matter where it all began:
I am back to your fingers flaming
against my cheek the image of your eyes, closed,
flickers into a dark street thick with smells
Another longing floats in:
if only you’d stopped with me
at corners with sudden jasmine bowers
and men lolled with their motorbikes
under trees, the hyacinth bloomed in the quiet sun
At the beach
The crowd, half-hidden in the mist
is a continent unto itself. My feet
on the wet edge of the shore, still:
things the fine net of crows
feet fished out along with a million
foot-prints, bits of broken shells
The sea’s voice, a roar, a ghost
the mind’s membranes soak up.
Engrossed in cell phones, a couple
takes selfies, a woman roasts corn,
someone yells. Such happy insouciance:
all against the backdrop of blue gaping
nothingness that suggests anything
could happen
The froth pounding, pounding, ineffectual, for millennia
the city lights have inched closer every year.
Unnoticed, I pick my paths
afraid for the earth dipping
on its axis, into darkness, afraid for the sea